IN BETWEEN LOVE AND LUXURY : CHAPTERS 81 – 90
CHAPTER 89
ARIANA
I was shocked as Tyler pressed his lips on mine.
I felt as if my stomach was going to burst anytime soon.
His lips pressed against mine were so soft and I closed my eyes as I kssed him back.
It felt so good but when I remembered I was getting engaged to Mason I pushed him away.
“You can’t do that Tyler I’m getting engaged”.
“Fk that Arianna, if you were getting engaged you wouldn’t have kssed me back”.
He was right, but why did I kss him?
“Arianna I love you ”
Hearing that my eyes grew wider.
“Huh”
“I love you Arianna, I don’t know I started feeling it but I confirmed it when I hated seeing you hurt because of Mason.
I can’t hide it anymore Arianna, I love you. I fucking do and it hurts to see you getting engaged.
I don’t want you to get engaged to Mason.”
I looked at Tyler shocked by his outburst.
I had this feeling of excitement building inside of me when I heard he loves me but I pushed it away.
“I’m getting engaged Tyler” that came out as a whisper.
“I don’t care , I know deep down you don’t want this marriage thing but you keep trying to convince yourself you love Mason.
I know you don’t feel the same way for me but I know you don’t love Mason at least that’s one thing I’m sure about “.
“Let’s just pretend this didn’t happen ”
I could see the hurt on his face but he quickly smiled sadly.
“Ariana I love you and I’ll always will but if you want me to pretend as if this didn’t happen then I’ll do it if that’s what makes you happy “.
I don’t know why I felt a sharp pain in my chest. My heart was saying the opposite of what I wanted but my mind kept reminding me that I was getting engaged to Mason and I love him.
“If it’s Mason you actually love then I’ll find a way to get rid of this feeling”.
He smiled painfully and it broke my heart seeing Tyler like this.
Then he turned around leaving me staring at his back.
I didn’t even know that I was crying like a big baby.
I watched him until he was out of sight.
I entered my car as I banged the steering out of frustration.
I don’t know what I was feeling but all I knew was that my heart was hurting pretty bad.
I drove home feeling exhausted.
I was grateful that my parents weren’t home. I just locked myself in my room not bothering to take my bath as I changed into my white night dress.
I laid on my bed as I took my phone strolling through my pictures until I found one of me and Tyler.
Tyler took me to the zoo because that day he wanted to cheer me up because I was upset because Mason hurt my feelings.
He had always been there for me but I never once considered his feelings.
The green flag was there but I failed to know because I was so caught up with my own situation not bothering asking how he felt.
I was selfish, maybe Tyler was right.
A dead person is better than me , all my life it has always been about me.
Now I hurt Tyler’s feelings and it’s like someone stepping on my heart smashing it until it turns into a powder form.
I sighed as I dropped my phone , I tried to sleep but all that was in my head was Tyler hurt face.
IN BETWEEN LOVE AND LUXURY : CHAPTERS 81 – 90
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