IN BETWEEN LOVE AND LUXURY : CHAPTERS 61 – 70
CHAPTER 66
TYLER
I stared at the sky from my balcony.
I’m really going ¢razy.
After I kssed Avery I felt nothing.
Even when I was close to her I didn’t feel my heart beating like before.
I didn’t feel my heart doing a triple beat or that weird feeling in my stomach.
It was just numb no feeling or reaction
But when I’m with Arianna that feeling is there.
“I think I’m going crazy,” I whispered under the moon.
I brought out my phone staring at the picture of Avery but nothing was felt.
I looked at Arianna’s picture and a smile creeped out.
“I hope it’s not what I’m thinking “.
“She’s in love with Mason ”
“But I’m I in love with Avery?”
That’s the same question I’ve been asking myself.
When I touch my chest that feeling isn’t there but just the name of Arianna makes me flutter and go crazy.
Even though my heart tells me I don’t love Avery but my head says otherwise.
This is going ¢razy.
I dialed Arianna’s number.
After the first ring she answered.
Immediately I heard her voice, my heart almost jumped out and that feeling in my stomach was there again.
“Tyler , are you there?”
But I was just silent trying to figure out how crazy I was.
“Hello,” she said.
No response
“Are you already at home?” I finally found my voice.
“Yes, just entering the house now,” she said.
And I couldn’t help but smile.
“Goodnight” I said.
“Goodnight” she said.
I didn’t know when I whispered “I love you”
“Did you say anything?” she asked.
I quickly said no before ending the call.
“God, what did I just say?”.
“I’m really going crazy”.
I went and laid on the bed before pushing Arianna away from my head but it was impossible.
I later fell asleep while thinking about her.
IN BETWEEN LOVE AND LUXURY : CHAPTERS 61 – 70
MASON
Two days left and I don’t know what to do.
I was sitting in my room staring at the wall.
I didn’t want to leave Avery because I know how heartbroken she will be.
But at the same time, I don’t know if she feels the same way for me.
My phone began to ring.
I didn’t look at the ID before picking it up.
“Two days Mason, choose wisely”
Hearing that voice I knew it was my father.
He didn’t even hear my reply before he ended the call.
I was shivering In fear.
My father only calls me only when he has something important to say to me.
I knew how my father could be and I knew he meant every word he said.
I can’t put Avery in danger .
She’ll hate me.
A lot was running in my head.
I felt so lost and the worst part is that I couldn’t bring myself to tell her . Because she’ll hate me more.
I didn’t even know when I started to cry.
She came into my life and now I’m addicted to her.
I can’t let go of her.
I really love her.
This is the first time I’ve ever loved someone like this.
She’s my first love and I wanted her to be my last.
I can’t live without her.
When I close my eyes, I imagine her beautiful smile. …
When I’m with her, I feel closer to the essence of divinity. …
I love her because she’s a wholesome person. …
If there’s one thing that I know I’ll want to do for the rest of my life, that is loving her.
Now I’m about to sacrifice all of that just for her safety.
I didn’t even get the chance to express how she meant to me.
Why does life have to be this cruel to me? I never complain about anything.
First, life gave me heartless parent. Now I’m being forced to marry someone I don’t love.
Does my parents even know how much they’re hurting me mentally and emotionally?
I had to live my childhood alone with no one to show me love, affection and care.
But when I finally love someone they want to take it away from me.
I feel so useless.
I can’t even do anything because my father is more powerful than me.
I could never go back on my father’s words.
Right now I’m emotionally drained, physically exhausted and mentally ill.
The only thing I can see is Avery.
She’s the only one I want .
She’s the only one I want to spend the rest of my life with.
My father’s words kept ringing in my head and I finally made the decision that’s going to break my heart forever.
I hated the fact that I have to do this but everything I do is for her own betterment and safety.
In the next two days I’m ending things with Avery and getting engaged to Ariana.
IN BETWEEN LOVE AND LUXURY : CHAPTERS 61 – 70
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